Negative HIV after rape from a man with Aids.

Yesterday was the most wonderful day since I was raped in April 2017. I am clean and free of HIV which I have worried about every single day since I was raped. This is probably one of the reasons I have not written much in a few months. I did go to the hospital and had a S.A.N.E. exam so the police do have all of this mans DNA and whatever else is needed to file charges on him. I do not know his last name or if the first name I knew him by is even real. I think he lives somewhere in the tunnels close to my apartment but I am not sure even of that. I do not know if his friends would retaliate if we catch him and put him in prison, and this concerns me greatly. What is your opinion?


Healing Thru Making Fairy Houses

Fairy Houses

hi there….it has been a long time since I have been here…I have missed everyone….A lot of good has happened since we were last in touch….I now have my own  apartment….and I am making Fairy Houses which are selling quick as can be….all is healing and I am proof that a wounded girl can make a come back or shall I say a “I’m back better than ever”

I am rising and getting stronger

It has been along time since I have been able to write. I know for certain that abuse can come from so called friends as well as spouse’s. Writing and tending to my Abuse Survivor Community and building my Healing Hangout as well as my school at Colorado Technical University was put on hold when a enemy who appeared as a friend took the computer from me. Nothing will stop me from succeeding. Things may have to be on hold while I handle the situation and get back up. But that is it. I am on a mission to help other’s escape and survive abuse as well as provide for myself and my family and that is all I see. I have missed many of you and am so excited to hear from you. I’ve got an appointment tomorrow 2-28-17 at Oklahoma City’s new awesome Domestic Violence Family Justice Center “. I am so excited and feeling strong. I got this. And so do you.


I have missed you

I have thought about all of you so many times over the holiday’s….I have sent you ESPN messages (in the words of my daughter XOXO) of warm wishes…safety…happiness…hearing loving kind word…laughter…love…abundance…passion

I have missed you….reading your wonderful blogs….communicating with you….you have become such a special part of my day….I am so grateful you are here….that we are here together….supporting each other….healing together….cooking friends recipes….admiring friends artwork…embracing poems from friends heart and soul….reading fantastic works of art….

You know what I mean….how we truly care for each other….I am honored to be apart of such an outstanding elite group of artists….whom I deeply care about….and truly miss when things get so busy I can not find enough hours in the day to get it all in….with the holiday’s….starting school at Colorado Technical University earning a degree in Web Development and Web Design….supporting my high school friend who was wrongfully convicted of a crime he did not commit….the evidence proves his innocence….and I hurt so deeply for him….talk about Healing from CPTSD….anyway….this is where I have been…missing you all and wishing you all everything wonderful….So I am figuring out how to fit it all in….even if it is 1:46am….I am now off to bed with a smile I have had an awesome day…Knowing “I Got This”…”You Got This”…”We Might Not Have It All Together….But….Together We Have It All”




The Hunted

A television show has been advertised that reminds me of something I can hardly believe was said out load much less to me…Every time I see the advertisement for The Hunted I feel sick and start to cry….

My ex-husband told me once that he was going to kidnap me…take me into an airplane….put a collar on my neck….throw me out of the airplane….and hunt me…that if the wild animals did not kill me he would.


Michael Skakel Update


Wrongly Convicted Group Website

On October 31, 1975, the body of Martha Moxley, a 15-year-old girl, was found on her family property in the Belle Haven section of Greenwich, Connecticut. Her blue jeans and underpants were pulled down, she had been struck several times in the head with a Toney Penna golf club—so ferociously that the club had shattered into multiple pieces—and then stabbed in the neck with the broken shaft. The club’s handle and part of the shaft were not found.

Martha was last seen alive around 9:30. Based on stomach contents, experts estimated that the time of death was between 9:30 p.m. and 10 p.m.  Barking dogs, Martha’s curfew, and Dorthy Moxley’s testimony that she heard Martha cry out around 10:00 all suggested the murder occurred around 10 p.m (see note 1 below ).

Three witnesses—John Skakel, Jim Terrien, and Rush Skakel Jr. maintained from the first time they were questioned that they had left…

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